Destruction

by

Mark Andrew Holmes



I have descended into crimson clouds of darkness

And fulgent novae pulse like amoebae in the profound sooty darkness

Of my inner space

While pallid dishrag spirits drift in luminous conspicuous silence

To and fro, widely scattered.

My soul convulsed with a riot of jamais vu.

Weird atonal wailing music provides a keening background drone

Buzzing like a wasp of glass in my mind's ear

And I clap my hands to my ears, my skull vibrating,

And keep up a constant shrieking to drown out the noise.

With no one at the bridge, the din is palpable, radiant,

Encompassing the entire world,

A surreal and familiar, even beloved, horror that is uniquely mine

And yet belongs to all humanity,

Striking a chord that sets the soul of humanity trembling in compulsive sympathy

Like an earthquake, down to the subatomic particles of its nethermost profound,

And the earth breaks up, heaving cataclysmically,

Blinding all to all but amphibian agony,

The whirling apart by terrific centrifugal force in an instant,

The wrenching oblivion of the world soul

The atomization and annihilation of all life, love and light—

And one image remains—

In ashy gloom on a basalt plain,

Cyclops with no feet and flippers for hands,

Their flesh the color and consistency of tripe,

Labor fumbling and blind, in dim silence without an iota of hope,

To build a black joyless Babel, stern and terrible and anencephically purposeless,

For their dead, vague, meaningless world—

Their only dim thought, to continue piling one titanic granite block upon another,

The grinding and clashing of stone resounding like a perpetual dirge, distant,

As if receding, yet not receding at all,

Through incomprehensible, mind-numbing eternity—

Ponderously, as if in a dream.

They know not why they build it —

They care not—

They never bothered to ask why—

And they never, through endless eons, will.



© 2001 by Mark Andrew Holmes.



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